This year so far...

This year of school has been so different compared to any one I have experienced. I feel kind of bad that I am slowly drifting away from all my friends. I like to think they understand and that we will always be friends but I don't know if they are growing to resent me because of it. I think that distancing myself from some people has really been for the better and made me a better individual. Oh I also hope that someone's friends won't hate me because I am taking their friend away...I don't mean to! Now the reason for all of this, one of my newest best friends. We hang out every day and I wouldn't want it any other way! He's so great. He's making this year extra different but extra special. :) I hope I'm making his year good too and not just taking him away from his friends. hmm. Anyway...

My grades totally suck! I really wish they were better. I am seriously trying my hardest. Every night I make sure to finish all homework assignments which is something I never used to do in the past! Especially in math. It is so sad when you are getting a D+ in a class you took your sophomore year. I never even tried in that class and I still managed to pass..three of the terms. haha.

Something less about this year and more about right now my parents are redoing the bathroom and I have to take freaking baths until they but up the shower doors....WTF!! This freaking sucks...nooooo!!! why!!!!? Haha okay I'm done.

Summer is coming to an end

I am so excited to go back to school! It will be fun for about a month but then it will probably get old..but it's the last year of high school and I'm going to live it up! I wish everyone would stop having problems and we could all just hold hands and skip. Or something like that. haha. Seriously all my friends are great and yet they are still unhappy. Oh well.

Schools out..

How I feel about this I don't really know. It doesn't even feel like school is out. I am kind of disappointed with my grades I know I could have done better if I would have went the last few days. Whatever high school is so lame and even though I am scared for the future I am soooo excited to be finished with next year. I have so many things I want to do this summer. Tru and I made a list but there are tons of things that just I want to do that are not on the list. I better write those things down so I won't forget. One thing I really want to do is get an internship that has to do with sewing. I think that would be really fun to learn more about sewing. The only thing that might suck this summer is getting a job. I am super exited for my birthday even though I am probably not going to get what I want. It sucks! I love all my friends they are so much nicer then the ones I started out with at the beginning of the year. I guess this year showed me who my real friends are and what I should look for in a friend. It makes me sad to look at a persons picture and be like, "Ewww I hate that person." I never used to be like that. I was the person that would tell other people not to say they hate people. The end of the year really is bittersweet. Summer is awesome! Life is confusing..

Oops

So basically I just woke up!!!! I took a kind of long nap...and yeah... School tomorrow! I really hate interior design it's like one of my worst grades. I hate school. Can't wait for summer..

I painted my nails...

they smell like grape. 

So sick of school...

I have basically given up on trying hard in school. Last year I did so bad 2nd and 3rd term that I tried my hardest 4th but this year I just don't really care. Today I went to the dentist and it hurt more then usual... =[ =[ By the time we got done I would have gone to some of 3rd and 4th which in my opinion would be pointless so instead I stayed home put on some shorts and lied down with my dog outside while my dad did yard work. It was nice. I love sitting outside in the warm weather and smelling freshly cut grass. I feel like I am unprepared for warm weather..not really sure why. Anyone want to go swimming??? I think that would be fun.

Monday, March 9, 2009

woo.

 

Friday, February 27, 2009

Well this week kind of sucked in a lot of ways. For some reason I have had the biggest trouble with sleeping. Three days this week I took longer then a 4 hour nap when I got home. I have been so stressed out for some reason but I don't really know why. I got in a really big fight with two of my only friends. haha. Well two of my only good friends. Actually I have lots of good friends. Anyway, at first I was really upset about it. They don't really care though. So yeah..This week was also Ash Wednesday. I guess that is where my sleeping schedule got out of wack. It was really hard to pay attention at church that early but I managed. Bridgett and I decided to give up swearing. Plus I am trying to be a nicer person! Which probably isn't working..I am really trying though. Well I better get my weekend started. Adios!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

So this weekend has been fun yet uneventful at the same time. On friday I don't remember doing anything. Actually I almost did nothing the whole day up until I went with Ezra, Cameron, Shelbi, Bridgett, Sean, and Karina to McDonald's. It was really fun even though it wasn't much. On Saturday I went to lunch and shopping with Tru, Lynzi, and Shelbi. I got a new pair of shorts they are so cute!! I am so excited for summer. I have been on a hunt for the perfect swimsuit for about a week now and I think I found one I want. Then today I basically just lounged around.  OH and I went to Wallgreen's and got some much needed things like eyeliner because my sister freakin stole mine. Anyways..today at church I learned that Ash Wednesday happens to be this upcoming wednesday. I really don't know what I am going to do during lent. I really want to do something good like volunteer at the humane society. Ohh also one thing that I have been thinking about is Jr. Prom. I really hope I get asked because I am making the prettiest gold dress and it will be amazing. School tomorrow is going to suck!! I bet I will get my math test and be so embarrassed by how bad I did. Oh well. Goodnight!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Well yesterday was Valentines Day and instead of doing nothing I went to the movies with Jordan, Tru, and Cameron. I actually thought it was tons of fuN! We saw My Bloody Valentine..which in my opinion was kind of scary. It was kind of gross at the same time. 3D boobs..ew! Then afterwards we drove around for a bit and Cameron is such a scary driver! Not nearly as scary as ezra though. Then we went over to Cameron's house where we met up with Ezra, Bridgett, Jed, Sean, Cameron and his cousin, and Shelbi. We talked for a bit about next year which is going to be so much fun! I am taking a lot of different classes then I normally do like theatre and choir. I bet next year will be great. Anyway that's all I have to say for today. =]

Friday, February 13, 2009

So today was pretty easy. I made concert choir! go me! I didn't really tell anyone I was trying out except Mikey..so yeah. I don't like to tell people things. Tomorrow is Valentines Day and it's going to be lame! I don't have a valentine... :(

Saturday, February 7, 2009

So basically I started one of these because everyone else was and I wanted to be able to comment on their blogs but I figured I might as well write something down so then in the future I might be able to look back on these and laugh at how dumb I am..or something. If you know me then you know how bad my memory is. It makes me really sad sometimes when I try to think back to elementary or even jr. high and can't remember anything. So here I go! Yesterday I had a birthday party for my dog because my family really can't pass up a chance to eat cake. Plus my dog is pretty much part of the family. Tiffany brought over baby Oliver and he is just so dang cute! It's really weird to be around babies. I say that I hate kids but I am probably just not around them enough. It's crazy to think that in just a few years I might have a niece or nephew. Then after the party Jordan and Dylan came over which was a little different since they hadn't been to my house in awhile. Yesterday was pretty alright-ish I guess.