This year so far...

This year of school has been so different compared to any one I have experienced. I feel kind of bad that I am slowly drifting away from all my friends. I like to think they understand and that we will always be friends but I don't know if they are growing to resent me because of it. I think that distancing myself from some people has really been for the better and made me a better individual. Oh I also hope that someone's friends won't hate me because I am taking their friend away...I don't mean to! Now the reason for all of this, one of my newest best friends. We hang out every day and I wouldn't want it any other way! He's so great. He's making this year extra different but extra special. :) I hope I'm making his year good too and not just taking him away from his friends. hmm. Anyway...

My grades totally suck! I really wish they were better. I am seriously trying my hardest. Every night I make sure to finish all homework assignments which is something I never used to do in the past! Especially in math. It is so sad when you are getting a D+ in a class you took your sophomore year. I never even tried in that class and I still managed to pass..three of the terms. haha.

Something less about this year and more about right now my parents are redoing the bathroom and I have to take freaking baths until they but up the shower doors....WTF!! This freaking sucks...nooooo!!! why!!!!? Haha okay I'm done.

Summer is coming to an end

I am so excited to go back to school! It will be fun for about a month but then it will probably get old..but it's the last year of high school and I'm going to live it up! I wish everyone would stop having problems and we could all just hold hands and skip. Or something like that. haha. Seriously all my friends are great and yet they are still unhappy. Oh well.

Schools out..

How I feel about this I don't really know. It doesn't even feel like school is out. I am kind of disappointed with my grades I know I could have done better if I would have went the last few days. Whatever high school is so lame and even though I am scared for the future I am soooo excited to be finished with next year. I have so many things I want to do this summer. Tru and I made a list but there are tons of things that just I want to do that are not on the list. I better write those things down so I won't forget. One thing I really want to do is get an internship that has to do with sewing. I think that would be really fun to learn more about sewing. The only thing that might suck this summer is getting a job. I am super exited for my birthday even though I am probably not going to get what I want. It sucks! I love all my friends they are so much nicer then the ones I started out with at the beginning of the year. I guess this year showed me who my real friends are and what I should look for in a friend. It makes me sad to look at a persons picture and be like, "Ewww I hate that person." I never used to be like that. I was the person that would tell other people not to say they hate people. The end of the year really is bittersweet. Summer is awesome! Life is confusing..

Oops

So basically I just woke up!!!! I took a kind of long nap...and yeah... School tomorrow! I really hate interior design it's like one of my worst grades. I hate school. Can't wait for summer..

I painted my nails...

they smell like grape. 

So sick of school...

I have basically given up on trying hard in school. Last year I did so bad 2nd and 3rd term that I tried my hardest 4th but this year I just don't really care. Today I went to the dentist and it hurt more then usual... =[ =[ By the time we got done I would have gone to some of 3rd and 4th which in my opinion would be pointless so instead I stayed home put on some shorts and lied down with my dog outside while my dad did yard work. It was nice. I love sitting outside in the warm weather and smelling freshly cut grass. I feel like I am unprepared for warm weather..not really sure why. Anyone want to go swimming??? I think that would be fun.

Monday, March 9, 2009

woo.